Oh it's any girls favorite day of the year that has an eating disorder. How it can give you SO much hope to really change this year, to really do something about your fat ass. Of course my new years resolution is to lose massive amounts of weight, like it has been for the past 10 years. It's only actually happened once, and I've ballooned back up to an morbidly obese whale. Baha. I already have my grocery list made out to go shopping the 30th and get all new fat free goodies! Hopefully it's not a waste of money this time. I already got wasted and proclaimed to my girlfriend that I'm so fat and feel disgusting and embarrassed and need to get back to not eating. I can tell she agrees, but is trying to be nice. I am still not motivated about this 'working out' part of dieting like I usually am but I think it's because I'm so large I am just a big huge pile of fat thats too hard to move around.
Anyways..
I bought a camera with some of my christmas money. It's just a semi-cheap starter camera, I am trying to get into some photography and find some sort of hobby. We'll see how long this obsession last.
I hope everyone had a good christmas and really enjoys their new years, and remember making resolutions may seem stupid but it's a sense of hope, and really hope is all most of us have anymore.
much love<3
You're right: even though we may not stick with our resolutions for long, making those resolutions in the first place is a sign that we're optimistic and still have hope (which is a great thing!). If you do decide to make photography one of your hobbies, would you share some of your pictures on here? I love photography and art of all sorts :). So, let's stay optimistic and hopeful that 2013 will be our year to lose the weight we want to lose once and for all ♥
ReplyDeletestay determined, love. we can do this! <3
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