Haven't touched a cig in 5 days today and well it's a little easier today considering I haven't moved from the couch. The 3rd and yesterday was a bitch though. I actually got to work for 4 hours yesterday:o. Surprise, surprise. I have done pretty decent at not eating a lot. I'm still eating 3 meals a day (minus today). I do really good during the day hardly consuming calories and what not, but at night something just comes over me. All I want to do is snack and eat and snack and eat. It's really annoying.
My girlfriend and me are always bickering now a days it seems like, probably mostly my fault because I'm a bipolar bitch that don't like to be touched. We just aren't ever on the same page anymore. One minute I feel lucky to have her and the next I'm beyond annoyed I can't leave, it's like my mind can't make up its mind.
I am taking my sister to get a boob job Monday. Maybe while I'm there I can ask about the price of a tummy tuck, that'd be an easy way to lose major weight, haha. I wish.
Ugh I'm so fat. Food is such a fucker.
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